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Forgive and Forget

We are often told or taught the ideal is to forgive and forget — “Just let it go!”  I have the ability now to forget very quickly and easily.  The problem is twofold.  First, I cannot take responsibility for my … Continue reading

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Living in a Battle

Yesterday I went to one of the big box stores.  After walking around, I found a bench to rest on while the Shepherd picked up my prescription. I sat on the bench with my cane by my side.  I was … Continue reading

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Deciding about the next surgery

I am back at home after my second surgery.  I am in contact with the doctors to schedule the third sugery.  This decision has been much more difficult.  The second surgery caused some motor function problems.  I lost most feeling … Continue reading

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Starting thoughts on prayer

It continues to be a unique time of life.  I have sought to rsume normalcy.  I have gone back to work.  I  have enjoyed spending time with my girls. There is a friend at church who today was diagnosed with … Continue reading

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Back At It

And life finally begins to move toward normal.  What a pleasure to think about braces, school dances, and homework assignments. I do wonder about how to fill my days as life is a bit different from when I left to … Continue reading

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God of Grace

I have had a week of healing… Not necessarily of the tumor, but of the damage it has caused.  What I mean is that since the steroids reduced the pressure, I have been able to navigate my world with enough … Continue reading

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Love, what a gift!

This morning I awoke afraid… afraid of the injuries I have caused to my family.  Afraid that   I might have injured my Love or my girls beyond repair.  The Shepherd and I talked for a long time.  I have … Continue reading

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One Day After…

I have awakened early and want to use the time to think.  Brain tumor?   What must I do to   get ready?  Write letters to my daughters.  How long will I have?  Derrick.  Oh, I love him so.  How … Continue reading

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Now What?

Another couple of days before I will have test results.   My vision is getting worse.  It seems my balance is less also but that could be the power of suggestion.  Since we are sitting in a holiday weekend, what … Continue reading

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Happy New Year

My girls are sliding out the door… Heading out to various parties to bring in the New Year. The past year has been a hard one in many ways.  The victories have not all been realized yet, but 2011 was … Continue reading

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