Category Archives: Personal

Natural Order.. A Good Thing

I went to the Neuro – Opthamologist yesterday and received less than desired words.  I shared on Facebook the results for two reasons.  One, so people I bump into might forgive me if I do not recognize them.  Second, people … Continue reading

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And the lows get lower…

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Different Perspective

Yesterday I was able to go to the top of a mountain — I was able to just take in the majesty of God’s creation.  I was struck by a couple of things.  First, as silly as it is, I … Continue reading

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He hath Shown Thee Oh Man, but to love Mercy and to walk Humbly

Tonight I have had to apologize to my husband and talk to my youngest.  I have been angry all day and I am hurting those around me.  Why?  Honestly, I do not have a good reason.  I feel so useless. … Continue reading

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Anticipation of More Pain

Today I had an MRI.  It is not a big deal as far as a process.  The tube is hot, the noises are loud, and it is boring.  Otherwise, it is just laying there. However, knowing it is time to … Continue reading

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Foolishness Continued

The shepherd met with the associate pastor, Tom, to work out the plan of how to make everyone happy.  Tom wants to preach more and wants the shepherd to go calling with him.  So the shepherd proposed a job switch. … Continue reading

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The Value of Faithfulness

I have awakened early this morning and my mind is whirling wildly. Yesterday was a hard day, but perhaps in a very worthwhile way.  There was a painting party at the new business location.  Derrick had to leave and get … Continue reading

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So Tired

I am so tired.  Tired of fighting.  Fighting for life, fighting for meaning, fighting to matter.  I am so tired.

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I love theories

I love a good theory.  When I was five or six years old, I remember going on a field trip to the dining hall.  Somebody wondered how they would coordinate all of the oven timers.  I launched into a long … Continue reading

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Purpose Exposed

About the time I think I have reached a breaking point of frustration,something happens that suggests to me God has a hand in this life that often feels so out of control. This past week has been graduation week.  It … Continue reading

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