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Posted on August 21, 2012 by admin

And the lows get lower…

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Different Perspective

Posted on August 18, 2012 by admin

Yesterday I was able to go to the top of a mountain — I was able to just take in the majesty of God’s creation.  I was struck by a couple of things.  First, as silly as it is, I … Continue reading →

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A Letter to June

Posted on August 14, 2012 by admin

Dear June, I saw you at church Sunday.  You were kind enough to come and speak to me.  For that I am grateful.  You sasked how I was doing.  I honestly replied, “Not very well.” I have replayed the conversation … Continue reading →

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Another hard step

Posted on August 12, 2012 by admin

Today we return to the church the shepherd pastored for two years.  The music pastor is leading there for the last time today and he wants the Shepherd to come.  And so we will attend. Testimony again of the Shepherd’s … Continue reading →

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Who is This God?

Posted on August 9, 2012 by admin

I have been asking that question for several months.  When all of my life feels out of control, when only portions feel out of control.  Who is this God?  I have been answering it with attributes I understand God to … Continue reading →

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Letter to Rob

Posted on August 4, 2012 by admin

Dear Rob, I must write because I know not what else to do. Only a friend can betray a friendA stranger has nothing to gainAnd only a friend comes close enoughTo ever cause so much pain Read more: MICHAEL CARD – … Continue reading →

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He hath Shown Thee Oh Man, but to love Mercy and to walk Humbly

Posted on August 4, 2012 by admin

Tonight I have had to apologize to my husband and talk to my youngest.  I have been angry all day and I am hurting those around me.  Why?  Honestly, I do not have a good reason.  I feel so useless. … Continue reading →

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Anticipation of More Pain

Posted on August 3, 2012 by admin

Today I had an MRI.  It is not a big deal as far as a process.  The tube is hot, the noises are loud, and it is boring.  Otherwise, it is just laying there. However, knowing it is time to … Continue reading →

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The Church cannot operate as a business

Posted on August 2, 2012 by admin

I have worked out a theory for the shepherd’s firing.  The letter demanding a plan from Tom and the shepherd cited a division.  I believe the division was in the board – half  the elders supported the shepherd and half … Continue reading →

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Trappings in a Calling

Posted on July 13, 2012 by admin

Hmm.  What to say?  I feel trapped and I don’t like it.  I don’t like feeling like the church is such a dangerous place.  I don’t like that my desire to to run away. I have a love and passion … Continue reading →

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