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Alternative Treatment

Tomorrow I start treatment with a chiropractor who “specializes” in neurological issues.  I am skeptical he can help at all.  I am dreading what he will put me through in the process of trying. I want to walk properly.  This … Continue reading

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Dominance

I have a new puppy, Sandy.  She is 3-4 months old.  She likes to play, gather dirty socks, smell things, and in general be a fun puppy.  Occasionally though, Sandy will decide to test who is the boss.  She might … Continue reading

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How are you Doing?

I had an email exchange with an a friend from college.  She asked me how I am doing  It caused me to take a moment before answering. There is the quick, standard, “I am doing alright.  How are you?”  Of … Continue reading

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Those Days

There are days that are very good.  Days I feel successful in my endeavors, days I understand I brought value to someone or something. And there are days I cannot hardly stand that I exist and use up valuable resources … Continue reading

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Today

Today is one year from when I awoke with the double vision from the brain tumor.  It starts marking several key dates of change… dramatic change. By coincidence I read my surgery notes today as well.  Wow, it was a … Continue reading

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“Save Us, God!”

A couple of days ago I heard an update on T.  He is not doing well.  In fact the one sharing alluded to a nervous breakdown. T was fired at the same time as the Shepherd.  One of the elders … Continue reading

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Pressure, pressure, pressure

It seems the pressure is building and building.  I wonder how much more  pressure can be applied before there is a great big “POP!”.  Financial pressure, tax pressure, relational pressure, health pressures.  “God,” I cry out “Please, give me some … Continue reading

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School Shootings, Mental Illness, and/or Pain

There are many explanations floating around about the various mass shootings that have just occurred. I don’t doubt mental illness factors in.  Perhaps lack of gun control contributes.  And other factors I have not yet considered. However, the explanation that … Continue reading

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A broken vessel

It is time. Time to accept the me I once was is gone.  The tumor and surgeries took away my vision, made me a gimp, and stole my memory.  I am no longer the same. It is not the limp … Continue reading

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Redemption Day

Today is dubbed Redemption Day for S’s daughter.  It is the anniversary of when she spoke up of the abuse she had been tolerating. The Shepherd is tied to it’s victory… for he is the one who shared hope.  He … Continue reading

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