I want to write. I want to say something profound. I want to work something out by working through an idea. But, I don’t have an idea. I don’t really have anything to say.
Part of this is I have so much rolling around in my head that I don’t really want to articulate. I have fear, concern, and frustration. But I don’t want to think those through. It is far simpler to think about what I want to be able to write about than work through what I am thinking.