Monthly Archives: November 2011

Change in the Air?

This past Sunday the text was Mark 10… Jesus was asked if it lawful to divorce.  The Shepherd spoke a bit about the text.  Then he asked 2 divorced women to share with the church. Both ladies shared their personal … Continue reading

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dad

My dad is very complicated.  He is incredibly intelligent… and totally without understanding about people.  I used to think he only had the emotional reserves to have one relationship at a time.  Now, I think he just doesn’t have the … Continue reading

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My cry

Psalm 69 16 Answer me, LORD, out of the goodness of your love; in your great mercy turn to me. 17 Do not hide your face from your servant; answer me quickly, for I am in trouble. 18 Come near and rescue me; … Continue reading

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Divorce and Gehenna

Divorce… Gehenna… Without Purpose Divorce is separating purpose.  It is choosing to live life without the shared purpose of life together.  Gehenna is the place for things without purpose. My parents divorced when I was ten years old.  As I … Continue reading

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For such a time as this

“And who knows but that you have come to your royal position for such a time as this?”  – Esther 4:12

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Gehenna

Gehenna – the landfill with everlasting fires.  It is a place of waste.  Where things without purpose are placed.  It  is the description Jesus uses for hell. Without purpose.  The landfill has many, many objects.  Put together, the items are … Continue reading

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Feeling a bit sheepish

I know I have been pitiful.  I know I have been angry.  I know I have been searching.  I am not even sure why I have been in such a state.  Kind of like being in a big argument with … Continue reading

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Wondering

When does it get easier?  When does it feel like it matters?

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Surrender

I was praying for a friend’s father today… “That he will surrender his will to you.”  Perhaps that should be the prayer for me… “That I will surrender my will to God.”

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My choice

I think I should post so “Faithless” does not remain on the page.  I think in my own odd ways, I like having the post there.  It is my defiance.  God can send me to this very hard time/task/place and … Continue reading

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